And celebrate the malleable reality
Nothing is ever as it seems
This life is but a dream
For those who've been there, this is for you.
I happened to make this video for my friends quite some time back but i didnt managed to post it up the other time. So here. This is for you, all of you who had changed my life in one way or another. I feel so blessed to have you all in my life. I really wanna tell you how much i love you all..
I cant believe that 2 years have gone by so fast. The school I once loathe so much, I gradually grew to love. The friendships, the bonds and everything. I'll have to go through that all over again to get where we are now. Oh soddit! I dont want it! I just want to be with my current friends now and I'm more than contented. And what lies ahead is scaring the hell out of me. A new Uni life, and a whole new perpective of basically everything around you. I do hate change, especially one that requires me to step out of my comfort zone. I eventually will, but i just dont want to. I just want to be with them, the people i love. Friends that have been through thick and thin together as a whole. I just wish that somehow time would turn back. Oh soddit. School will never be the same again. It was then that you didnt had to worry about being glam because everyone wears the same uniform, or not being cheena-piang, or whether you've a driver's license, or about the school fees, or about the traveling time, or your dream car, your dream house or.. basically reaching adulthood. It was all about having pure fun, pranks on teacher, mugging hard for the A levels, going for trainings together, going for competitions together as a team, and genuine friendships. Oh gosh, help! It's as if I'm going through a midlife crisis right now. Okay laugh all you want.
I just dont want to enter this new journey into what ppl call adulthood. Heck with adulthood. I dont wanna feign indifference. It scares the hell out of me just having to think about it. Too much decisions, too new, too much responsibility, too scary.
I just wanna turn back time, to relish in all that we went through together.
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