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Just take it easy
And celebrate the malleable reality
Nothing is ever as it seems
This life is but a dream

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

feels good to be back in school /10:18 PM

2nd day of school and all i can say is, it feels darn good to be back in school. Somehow, things turned out pretty well on the 1st and the 2nd day (which is today). Was kinda apprehensive about the whole going back to school and basically the new life there.. Turned out I managed to find like-minded people, which is definitely a relief, thankGod. I initially thought my og was a bunch of cheena-piangs and i was like "oh dear, i'm gonna have a hard time", but turned out that they're actually a fun bunch to be with. at the very least, they converse in english to me. =) heehee. I really hope this sem's gonna be all fun and exciting. Can't wait for fri when i'll be wakeboarding again! whee. Only this time, it'll be with the girls in my og. Can't wait man. Journey to school however is such a dread. It takes me an hour an a half to reach there. =( Gotta arm myself with my ipod and books to kill time.

On a different note, I'm so so depressed about the killings in Afghanistan. It just hurts so much just to learn about the second killing. It's times like this you can't quite figure out what was God's plan exactly. I feel so helpless and blinded I cant see the reason for letting this all happen. I want so much for all this to stop, I want so much to know why this is happening, but i guess i'll never know. Maybe their work is complete in God's plan but I just don't see it, I cant seem to understand. Its just so depressing, so painful to learn, it gets to the point where i'm lost for words to express it all.

This world is filled with so much sin, so much hatred, its becomes sad to think we're living in it.

Lord, fill me with the spirit of wisdom that I might discern your will. In the hidden parts of my life, make me know wisdom. Teach me to number my days, Lord, that I'll always apply my heart unto the truth.

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MEL

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a laid back girl who loves nothing more than music and time spent with people she loves.