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feels good to be back in school /10:18 PM

2nd day of school and all i can say is, it feels darn good to be back in school. Somehow, things turned out pretty well on the 1st and the 2nd day (which is today). Was kinda apprehensive about the whole going back to school and basically the new life there.. Turned out I managed to find like-minded people, which is definitely a relief, thankGod. I initially thought my og was a bunch of cheena-piangs and i was like "oh dear, i'm gonna have a hard time", but turned out that they're actually a fun bunch to be with. at the very least, they converse in english to me. =) heehee. I really hope this sem's gonna be all fun and exciting. Can't wait for fri when i'll be wakeboarding again! whee. Only this time, it'll be with the girls in my og. Can't wait man. Journey to school however is such a dread. It takes me an hour an a half to reach there. =( Gotta arm myself with my ipod and books to kill time.

On a different note, I'm so so depressed about the killings in Afghanistan. It just hurts so much just to learn about the second killing. It's times like this you can't quite figure out what was God's plan exactly. I feel so helpless and blinded I cant see the reason for letting this all happen. I want so much for all this to stop, I want so much to know why this is happening, but i guess i'll never know. Maybe their work is complete in God's plan but I just don't see it, I cant seem to understand. Its just so depressing, so painful to learn, it gets to the point where i'm lost for words to express it all.

This world is filled with so much sin, so much hatred, its becomes sad to think we're living in it.

Lord, fill me with the spirit of wisdom that I might discern your will. In the hidden parts of my life, make me know wisdom. Teach me to number my days, Lord, that I'll always apply my heart unto the truth.

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/11:30 PM

omgosh school's starting in a few hours time.. omgosh omgosh!!!

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Hamsters are dumb and you should buy me a dress /12:44 PM

Yesterday i saw a baby hamster gorging out the flesh of another baby hamster in a petshop.
I feel so sick, I could almost throw up..
I'm never gonna rear a hamster ever again.

On the flipside, ...

would you care to buy us this OHMYGORGEOUS pretty WareHouse dress priced at $230?

pretty please? =))

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Juxtapose /10:50 PM

I've got to stop reading Time mags, my novels, watching the OC and start picking up my bible to read again. And even through reading the bible, i gained new vocabs!

While reading today...

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Jet Lag /10:19 PM

remember how long i took to settle down in sr? 3 whole months. 3 WHOLE freaking months.
and just when you're getting comfortable with the people you're with, just when you life seems to be treating you good, baaam! Life deals you with a whole new deck of cards. You'd have to reshuffle, reanalyse before you get comfortable to deal it.

And suddenly it hit me. That God never wants you to be comfortable where you are. He never wants us to be satisfied, but to learn and grow. Even though i dont quite understand his bigger picture sometimes, even though i feel i'm moving too fast as if i'm getting jet lag, i know i'll eventually walk through it.

i know i will...

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/11:29 AM

For those who've been there, this is for you.

I happened to make this video for my friends quite some time back but i didnt managed to post it up the other time. So here. This is for you, all of you who had changed my life in one way or another. I feel so blessed to have you all in my life. I really wanna tell you how much i love you all..

I cant believe that 2 years have gone by so fast. The school I once loathe so much, I gradually grew to love. The friendships, the bonds and everything. I'll have to go through that all over again to get where we are now. Oh soddit! I dont want it! I just want to be with my current friends now and I'm more than contented. And what lies ahead is scaring the hell out of me. A new Uni life, and a whole new perpective of basically everything around you. I do hate change, especially one that requires me to step out of my comfort zone. I eventually will, but i just dont want to. I just want to be with them, the people i love. Friends that have been through thick and thin together as a whole. I just wish that somehow time would turn back. Oh soddit. School will never be the same again. It was then that you didnt had to worry about being glam because everyone wears the same uniform, or not being cheena-piang, or whether you've a driver's license, or about the school fees, or about the traveling time, or your dream car, your dream house or.. basically reaching adulthood. It was all about having pure fun, pranks on teacher, mugging hard for the A levels, going for trainings together, going for competitions together as a team, and genuine friendships. Oh gosh, help! It's as if I'm going through a midlife crisis right now. Okay laugh all you want.

I just dont want to enter this new journey into what ppl call adulthood. Heck with adulthood. I dont wanna feign indifference. It scares the hell out of me just having to think about it. Too much decisions, too new, too much responsibility, too scary.

I just wanna turn back time, to relish in all that we went through together.

='(

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1 Corinthians 13:4-7 /11:56 PM

Love is...

Love is willing to wait instead of demanding, "prove that you care, now!".
Love keeps on being friendly to people who aren't friendly back.
Love doesnt hate the girl who goes out with the guy you like.
Love doesn't brag about your good grades or the touchdown you made in Friday night's game
Love isn't stuck up.
Love doesn't think you're better than others because your clothes are more expensive.
Love lets others have their turn talking. It neve puts others down by acting like they don't count.
Love doesn't insist on getting all the credit or on being one of the popular crowd.
Love dosen't hold grudges. It doesn't keep thinking over and over again about how someone hurt you.
Love doesn't lose its temper when a brother or sister hogs the phone or spends too much time in the bathroom.
Love looks out for the interest of others.
Love keeps on trusting God even when the right choices you make don't turn out the way you want.
Love keeps on expecting the best.
Love doesn't give up just because something goes wrong or because your feelings are hurt.
God is in charge, so those who love just keep right on loving.



Happen to chance upon this while reading my study bible and found this so enlightening. Have been going through a rollercoster ride lately but at the end of the day i know everything's gonna be fine..


God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change
courage to change the things I can
and wisdom to know the difference.

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